I’m depressed as fuck, and I literally have no one. Yes I have best friends, and friends. But there isn’t one single person in this world that I can rely on. I’m no one’s best friend. I’ve had my fair share of best friends, but all of them have moved onto other people or only care about their boyfriend’s now:i.e. bridget and steph. I hurt all the time, of course that’s why I only ever want to sleep. The one person who cared about me the most, but also the least is gone. None of my friends allow him back into my life. But for all you guys know he’s been what is best. He actually does stuff with me, and takes me to hangout with his friends. He actually wanted me to be around people because he knows that is when I feel okay. I need people to be okay..
I need to leave, and move on. I need new friends. All this town does is bring me down, lower and lower, day after day.
